lost_loney I am soooooo sorry!!

YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME

Please please please go to this website <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.mass.gov/dph/fch/sapss/sites.htm>http://www.mass.gov/dph/fch/sapss/sites.htm</A> and find the closest crisis center to you. I'm begging you to get help as I am a survivor of two rapes and I didn't get help for years and trust me when I say I wish to the universe I had received immediate attention. It is available in every county at any hour day or night!!!! I was a child so I had no idea of what help even was back then almost twenty years ago.

You need help and now! This is nothing to be ashamed of at all!!!!

This has nothing to do with teaching you about walking alone at night.

Nobody EVER deserves to be raped. No time of day or night. Whether alone or with a crowd. NEVER. This was not your doing lost_loney.

(((((lost_loney)))))

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