I don't want to sound mean or to be flaming so I'm going to warn you that I may insult you by this post but I'm NOT trying to attack anyone-I've been really hurt by my sister who's Bi-polar and I'm very angry at her and at this disorder so I may come off as being insensitive or impatient and I apologize for that, I'll try not to be emotional- I'm trying to understand BiPolar tendencies and why they made her hurt me so badly...
My sister was diagnosed with bipolar recently. I've always known there was something wrong with her because of the way she acted with me. I don't understand why the attacks were always aimed at me and anyone who was "smaller" "weaker" or "under" her. She must have some control over the disorder if she can choose who to let it lash out at. Is this true for all Bi-Polar sufferers?
Is it normal to hate and turn against someone who loves you soooo much with no real good reason for it? Or is there a "bi-polar reasoning"?
I need to know why she turned on me and her first husband as she did. Why? All we did was love her. Anyone who mistreats her, she falls all over for, I don't get it.
Is that a symptom?
Do you get angry over nothing and start yelling and screaming at someone who looks up to you and do you call them "SATAN" and "EVIL" just because they asked you what was the matter 'cause you looked really sad as we were playing Monopoly?