My dear friend, I'm sorry you are hurting so much.

.one guy offered me his tissue..................................

This is a sign. A sign of kindness. There is good people in this world that have much more worth then anyone who has hurt you. Don't give strength to your abuser but give strength to the ones who care and are kind. Your abuser don't even deserve you think of him/her.

You have worth and you have beauty.

Take good care of yourself!