It is tough living with this condition ... I've been to that door (suicide) a time or two myself and am so glad I didn't succeed.

My new mantra is ... I'll be damned if I'll give the bastards that (my life)!

Please hang on until you find a therapist who specializes in trauma issues ... You can even find some that will work with you on sliding scale if you don't have insurance or feel you can't afford it.

And, as far as suicide goes ... Don't cash that ticket yet, because it's non-refundable!

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Pfrog!