Thanks all for your replies, means to me that there are others out there that can understand and relate. Though I would wish that on no one.

Secret and Celestial_Thoughts:

You asked if there is anyone I can speak to. The only real person I would go to at this point being that it's so bad is unavailable. She just got married and is currently honeymooning. So no I can't go to anyone.

The days are just getting progressively worse and I feel like I'm at the limit. I can't take any more.