Wish I could be there to just listen to you for real and give you the support you need. To me you're a sound bloke and in my time of posting on here I've come to like you more and more.

Please stick with it! My pm is always open if you need to rant/offload... just writing down the thoughts, feelings and emotions can be very therapeutic and can help transfer them from your head to paper.

In my thoughts,

TJ