Thank you so much depress me for taking the time to chat with me and give me advice. I notice a lot of similarities between mine and your mental health ie staying in and not wanting to be around people. I dont hate my mum i know she means well but it can be frustrating because sometimes she prob thinks i just dont do things because i dont feel like it or because im lazy. Ive always found it hard to fit in with my family. Their always judging and critisising me. I thought after being diagnosed with bpd they might start giving me a break and u derstanding why i struggle with things and situations. Some times i get the feeling ill never be good enough. A few months ago my brother had a massive go at me and told me im really going down hill. Im not even sure what he meant by that because i wasnt doing anything wrong but the funny thing is he was on leave from open prison when he said this to me and has been in prison for the last 15 years so hes the last person who should be acting high and mighty and telling me i need to change. I will try to keep calm and be nice to all my family, most familys are bizzarre after all. A real big thanks for your imput and advice. X