i just needed that release
and i couldnt do it
and a lot of you may wish they could have that
but i really wanted to feel that
nothing else compares rite now to that feeling i get when i cut
and i havnt cut for such a long time
and i know that it is a good thing
instead i took pills that only numbed the pain for a short time
i feel like im going around in circles
and its a nitemare im in
the horror and pain
i really wish i would wake up and see that it is just the ghost train ride im on