Oh, no, (((((((((((((((Lost_lonely))))))))))))))); I'm sooooo sorry that this horrible thing has happened to you. I'm in shock; I can't even imagine how you must be feeling.
I totally agree with what the others have said above. NO WAY is this your fault = not even!! I feel so enraged at that guy, that monster.
Oh, geez... I'm just so sorry. PLEASE call victim's assistance/rape counseling and the police. This is a traumatic thing that has happened to you, and they can help you cope with things.
Am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, dear, sweet, (((((((((((Lost)))))))))).
Most fondly, Peanut
<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT</font color=blue> 
<div class="foot">(Edited by Peanut61 on 08/13/04 06:49 AM.)</div>