Wow! That sounds like a great session. You were very brave to really take the risk of sharing about SI. I tend to pop up with important stuff at the end sometimes. Although, I also do the opposite and deliberately start with the most important and work down to less important at times too.
As for being able to keep the experience of T with you, I have trouble with that too. That ability will grow as time goes on. It may take a while but it will get there. Hang in there.