I seem to be on the manic side tonight. Heart won't slow down, can't sit, making jokes on facebook that I am absolutely convinced are hilarious but no one else thinks so. I started making pancakes on the stove and got distracted, and forgot about them and they burned.

(PS did you guys know that Mozart wrote poetry about farts? )

I will call my pdoc tomorrow, but I'm still not convinced she'll help. Usually an episode has to go on for weeks before she'll call it an episode. I ultra rapid cycled a bit last summer, episodes were lasting a day or two at most, and she just said it was normal mood swings like everyone has.

OK THEN.