It's hard to get out on your own and take care of yourself, but there are people who can help you do that. Contact a woman's shelter and ask for that help. They have resources to help you become independent and get away from this horrible man. If he physically abuses you, you have the right to have the police arrest him. I'm not sure if that's so with verbal and emotional abuse, but definitely with physical abuse. This is a man who belongs in jail.