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I am so tempted to tell everyone to not leave me, or not bother getting in a relationship with anyone. It hurts too much to have them always leaving me. It's never my choice either.

I have family that will always be in my life, but we're not close. I hate saying this, but they've done and said things that will never allow me to fully trust them ever again. And they're my family! My friends are all wonderful, but they're constantly leaving too. Thats another part to this story, lose a T, and I'm losing a lot of friends forever as well due to them graduating and leaving the country.

I just need to stop being so darn dependent. Shouldn't need anyone else but myself. Now that sounds weird.

thanks for your thoughts