((((((((pinksoil)))))))))

I think you were very courageous to be able to read your journal to him - especially if it was anger directed at him. Wow. I could never do that. Good job.

Glad you had such a productive session, and I hope the next one goes well.

edit: well, I just saw your other response here about today. Not sure what to say to make you feel better, except I do that as well. It sucks, but eventually the good feelings and whatnot we get from a good session will stick with us outside the session. Just takes a whole bunch of time. Take care of you.