With an eating disorder; mine being bulimia, does anyone else experience a panic if you can't get rid of what you have eaten? Does it totally ruin your day, or completely drive you bonkers because it actually all stayed in your body? It seems to control what I plan in a day. I avoid going out to eat, unless we come home immediately after. One time while we were at a resturant; I felt so guilty I wanted to break down and cry right then and there. But I went to the washroom at the restaurant, and purged there. It was not good when my friend came in. She wonder why I was in there so long. She knew about my struggles and figured that this was the problem.
Anyone else have this issue; or has this happened to you before. I am sure many of you have and if nobody is comfortable talking about it; that okay. Thanks for reading this.

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