No regrets becoming a parent but feel sadenned for the way things have turned out thus far...

Thats been their choice not mine....but being a parent has enriched my life, given me numerous skills I would otherwise not have and made me a better and more empathetic person. They're all good things.

And whi knows what the future holds for my relationships with my boys....remember where there is no choice (I cant fix it they can) there is no shame[emoji6]