I've been thrown out of the house several times I don't know if I'm the person or are the people that used to take care for me I lost my mother when I was 9 my father abundondend me since I was a baby the I'm now 22 years old I only had one job in my life only worked there for 8 months the pay is not enough to make a living I finished my grade 12 with 21 points I feel useless the people miss treats me at the house I used to stay at the keep teeling me that I'm stupid and dumb that I'm not worthy I have 3 brothers that I have to take care of I don't even have a job I applied for jobs but they only call me for the interviews after that they don't call back to let me know if I have the job or not I feel useless what can I do to improve my living standards and not to stay with other people but myself?