This is a thing that scares me...I don't want to be treated differently

That's why usually I don't like talking about my problems. When I was younger I was always felt different from the others, because I was so shy and because I had some strange behaviors and the others noticed it, and often they weren't very kind. Now I'be learned how to control more my compulsions and tics, also if I have an obsession I try to stay quiet and not to do strange movements when I'm in public, and I think that in general people don't notice anything. I'd like to get ride of the embarrassment and to say that I have this disorder, but I don't want to return to be 'the strange one' again
But this is for the future, now I don't have to tell it to everyone, if I could talk to my parents and to a therapist it would be enough...hope that at least my parents won't treat me differently.
Hope that you'll find a better therapists too, if you need one, Myself98