Welcome to PC Robyn. I'm glad you found us. I hope you'll find comfort here.

I'm sorry about the loss of Beau. The love we feel for that one special animal is a different kind of love. People who have never experienced it just don't understand.

I was in a similar job situation to you after I recovered from nearly 4 years of agoraphobia. I felt like I would never get my career back on track. I had to fudge my resume a bit and put some extra freelance work in there for the period when I had been sick. I ended up taking a job that was a lower position than what I had had before I got sick, but it gave me the confidence and became a stepping stone to my current job. I'm back on track now. Don't give up hope!