hey there ! thankyou for answering and all.
idk how it happend actually, it was quite long ago and it's still bothering me it seems. maybe im just desperate to find someone new, i really don't know. but i wonder if my feelings for him at that time, will remain somewhere forever or if you fall out of love it dissapears somewhere. i don't know, i just feel empty or something. it's not a good feeling. that's the main thing what's bothering me. i can't explain how im feeling anymore, because i can't find it.