I am so sad all of the time. All I want is some relief from this terrible hurt. I ended a 6.5 year relationship this past October when I moved out. We never officially broke up and he told me he still wanted to try and make things work, but once I moved he would not talk to me. He is tearing my heart out. I am 25 years old, soon to be 26 and I know I am never going to meet someone again who will love me like he did, or who I will love the as much as I loved my ex. I am going to die alone. No one will ever love me. Why did this have to happen to me? All I have wanted my whole life was to get married and have kids. And now it seems everyone I know has that except for me. Why is G-d so cruel to me? Why am I so alone?
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