Hi Illusory. I've been there. I know what it feels like. I know it feels like you'll never fall in love again and you'll always be alone. When I broke up with my fiance, I thought my life was over. I thought I would never be able to love another man and I thought no one would ever love me as much as he did. I was wrong. I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but the pain will go away and your joy will return. I ended up falling in love again... and ending other relationships... and my heart has been broken a few times, but I have learned that I'm always okay and I can handle it and relationships end for a reason... and it's usually a very good reason.
You're not going to get over this overnight. It will hurt like hell for a while, but your life is not over. You said that no one will ever love you. Don't you love yourself? You have to be your own biggest love first... and love with another person will find you again. Hang in there. You're in a painful, lonely place right now, but you won't be in that place forever.
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