I feel the same way. I cannot offer anything except mental hugs and what my aunt and nana always said... "this too shall pass."

My relationship is ending as well.. my boyfriend is moving to Chicago and i'm not leaving Florida. The only thing that will make me feel better is the passage of time. I have had such pain in my life and it seems no amount of meds or talking works as well as it should... but the passage of time is what will make you feel better. Please hang in there and pm me if you like.

You WILL be ok. I promise. And we won't be alone for the rest of our lives. We really won't. I promise you that.
susan