Good to hear from You Grr!! You're absolutely right!! you "will not be solving things by ODing" But you know what's really sorry you thinking ODing will "solve a hell of a lot". You're not even giving yourself a fair chance (ie) your pro/con list. You are all 1 sided! If you want to convince us you're a shmuck ok but we deserve to hear your Pro side of your list on what you want in your life, why you do deserve to live, etc... Fair enough?