I've had a couple of better days. Lead psychiatrist of the ward said that since I'm no longer (in his opinion) psychotic my anti-psychotic medication could be reduced. That thankfully reduced the fogginess a lot. I find it kind of hilarious that despite the fact that my symptoms have barely changed at all I'm now supposedly not psychotic. I think the psychiatrist that diagnosed me with a psychotic depression was pretty much a quack. Thankfully my own pdoc is returning from her holiday on Monday so I can see her and talk about things.

On the other hand I ended up self harming after that therapist appointment and they increased my monitoring. I'm however feeling much more like myself. I think I will try to get myself discharged after the weekend. That might be difficult though since I got send here with an emergency referral and I now have psychotic depression as my diagnosis..