(((((Lost Lonely))))))
Please please listen to what everyone is telling you. Use that website that Zenhussy listed and seek out help in your area. It is so important!! We all care about you so much here and do not want anything to happen to you further.
I know that you do not believe this right now, but this IS NOT YOUR FAULT!! This is the monster who did this to you fault. When did it become wrong that us women take walks when we feel like it? How would know that this would happen to you.
I know what you are going through...I have been in the same place you are after my rape three years ago. I know that it is scarey...but there is help out there and you need it whether you realize it or not.
www.rainn.org is a wonderful site that can help you find further contacts. If you need to talk please feel free to PM me..I can even call you if you want.
I am so worried about you right now that I am in tears....please post again soon.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee