I'll sum things up. He says he wants to but he doesn't have the urges. We've been through the little pills to help him along but he doesn't like them. He's a good husband and loves me very much. I love him too. He's sweet, kind and is very understanding of my mental issues.
But I miss being desired. I miss having my clothes ripped off and having someone whisper dirty talk to get me wild. I don't even care about having a lot of sex. Just some...at least once in a while. But I think what I miss even more than sex is passion. Sexual passion. I'm sick of always being the one who has to be creative to get something started I miss being wanted.
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