My mom died on the 11th of this month....just a couple days ago. I'm struggling with all the stuff we are going through. I want to just say throw everything out, but I can't. I miss her so much and just want to see her smile, hear her voice, feel her essence. It's all gone now. Monday's the funeral. I just got out of the hospital because I was suicidal over her illness. She was only sick 2 months before she passed.. She went so quickly. She had adrenal cancer. She was terminal. She was given a year to live. What happened to that year?

I'm depressed and angry. Why did this thing take her away from me? I loved her so much. They always seem to take the good ones.