So the theory about my therapist sending in a clone or twin has got to be true. (I realize it is not, but it is how things are)

I was running late for my last appointment but didn't text or call her because I was driving in traffic. For the past few months, when this has happened, she texts me with directions on what to do once I got there so we could get started right away. Or she'd send a text asking "Are you coming to session?" or "Will you be here soon?"

I've been having timing issues lately. So the most recent session, I had already arrived at the building and she sent a text asking "Are you ok?" It has been forever since she's asked that and it feels like everything has hope of going back to the way things used to be. I don't have any desire for between session contact anymore, though, unless something really terrible happens. She allows it all still but those strong urges to just text her everyday, or call her have all gone away. I guess her concern is that I live closer to the office we were meeting in for that session (we rarely meet there).

I missed our relationship. It felt unique, genuine, and human. I really hope it starts developing into a new and better version of our old one, so I can continue growing and I could actually trust her again and feel the safe attachment.