Yes. To the question. I can't say I really feel the same as you on everything else you said though. I often feel society is full of crap and that it is really weird how people are sheep and hate anyone who is different. I find it odd cos though I do want friends I have never really had the desire to conform which I am lead to believe is something most people have. I never went though any stage of wanting to 'be like everyone else'. Which of course ment high school was hell for me. (That's when that sort of thing is most prominant, though it does continue.) Have you ever been to a therapist? Been diagnosed with any mental health issues? If this stuff is impacting your life I would suggest seeking professional help.