There is a Keith Urban song, "Who Wouldn't Wanna Be Me":

I got no money in my pockets
I got a hole in my jeans
I had a job and I lost it
But it won't get to me

'Cause I'm ridin' with my baby
and it's a brand new day
We're on the wheels of an angel
Flyin' away

And the sun is shinin'
This road keeps windin'
Through the prettiest country
From Georgia to Tennessee
And I got the one I love beside me
My troubles behind me
I'm alive and I'm free
Who wouldn't wanna be me


His lyrics speak to the fact that life can be troublesome, we can have problems, yet we can also overcome.

Most of all, it says "if we look at all we have, not at what we have lost, we can appreciate our lives."

I have a LOT in life.

I am always extremely unhappy.

Because I dwell on what was lost to me - whether real or just in my mind.

I want to be more like the song ... happy.

If I took the MH issue out of the equation, I think I would be at this point - I have learned a lot in 2 years. I am still seeking the path towards that goal.

How about you?