Illegal!!! They're there to help, and you clearly very much deserve that help. And that's the good thing about having that sort of access to T's it's not a big fuss, it's not a nuisance!!
Although I'd be telling anyone, in whatever position, if they felt like that, either it should not be seen as a fuss at all or it doesn't matter how big a fuss it is, even if it's monumental, they need help.........then they should have it/they deserve it/they've earned it 100 times over just by what they're going through.
So take your pick............which of those is going to get you talking!!
And you know it's as much the depression that's telling you that you don't deserve the attention, you don't deserve the help/support, to be "bothering" anyone.............and all those things, right??
But none of those things are true, you and the way you're feeling do matter!!!

Alison