thanks. i'm seeing a pdoc and i see a therapist weekly so i do have that support. it's just a rough ride. and now my baby is a year old and turning into a toddler. which means he is starting to be demanding. argle bargle flargle. sometimes i want to ship him off to toddler boarding school. i don't think they have those.

but mostly i want to feel okay. i want to love my kiddos and connect with them