It gives me some satisfaction to know that my T is obviously thinking of me when he talks about me to my pdoc, but that's just part of his job... what I really want is..... for it to be, like, the middle of a Sunday afternoon or something, and all of a sudden, the thought of me pops into his head. In a good way though. Or at least an interesting way. Yes, that's it. I want to be interesting to him.