Thanks doglover1979 and Open Eyes. This is really good to know about Wellbutrin. If it does all these things to someone like me, why would he give me supreme s--t for getting wound up and drinking. He should have taken me off that crap in the first place. But, he's only seen me maybe 3 times this year and has no diagnosis for me, which really p-sses me off. How much evidence does he need to see I'm ptsd. I thought maybe I was borderline, but I'm rethinking that one. He said he was seeing me as a favor to my T and blah, blah, blah. I'm really confused.

I'm so frustrated right now with the whole lot of them. If I could afford it I would get a psychologist for regular visits and maybe better treatment. I don't feel like seeing my T Monday for fear he'll jump on me too. Maybe I'm too sensitive, but that tongue lashing from my pdoc has really upset me. I'm ashamed, I'm embarrassed, I'm very depressed and I'm on the verge of tears every day. He doesn't have to see me if I'm "too difficult" for him and I'm going to tell him that.