My whole family is evil. My sister is/was a greedy, selfish gold digging cold, uncaring unempathetic sneaky person who is motivated by money to the point she took me from my home environment where I was actually being abused and neglected just to call social services on my mother.... cos for a week after she took me my mother was still recieving money for me tht my sister wanted... yes that's right, I was being abused and neglected and she took me to abuse and neglect me so herself so she could get money. My sister gave me first puff of a cig at about age 7 even though I didn't really want it and also let me sip her bourbon around the same age- the same brand is the one I now drink, I also smoke. I have also been abused in really sick ways by 2 men linked to my sister which lead me to wonder how much she knew and if she was somehow involved, yes I know it sounds insane and paranoid but after 2 people force you to do things you don't want (once when under age) and then she still takes drugs with the first and has the second over for coffee (much to my disgust- I had a go at her for it) after the fact it is a bit hard not to think she isn't so ****ing innocent in all of it. My mother is a selfish, immature, spiteful, alcoholic, nasty, lying ***** whose current controlling/manipulative behavours are mainly hanging up on me and calling ME a liar (she knows I pride myself on honesty with my inner circle and truth matters to me and also that I HATE being called a liar.) My father is basically angry/sad and absent. The main interactions I have had with him since childhood have involved him lecturing me and looking down on me. My brother whom I once idolised (until I remembered so fked up memeories which I once tried to tell my mother about though she ignored/denied whatever) ignores the whole family now and my last interaction with him was one xmas when my mother called him while I lived with her to do the normal xmas well wishing crap and he had a go at me and said I'm lazy and all I do is play video games (he hadn't seen me or known anything about me since about 5-8 years before.) and was a real prick to me- haven't spoken since. Yet they all seem to agree on one thing- I am the problem, I am evil, I am bad. My mother once flat out accused me of intent to murder her, she said I can't visit her cos I might kill her. Not one of them has ever really made an effort with/for me even though I am the baby of the family. Even though I am the youngest and was the kid through a lot of things I always get the blame for everything. I am sick of this ****. They are immature, pathetic crazy fkheads. I am dx with things ad in therapy yet they all get to do all that crap above plus a lot worse and still get to look at me like I am **** and they are sooo much better just cos I have dx mental health issue- I am the only one seeking help- that doesn't fking mean I am the only one who needs it!!!!! They are insidious, selfish, toxic, cold. t(-_-t)