I wrote about this elsewhere too, but I'm just really needing some responses here too. Sorry for being so needy.

My sister came home and whenever she comes home she makes me feel like a total loser. She's doing really well in university. She's going for her Master's. She has good friends and a boyfriend.

Meanwhile here I am, out of school with no degree and in a low paying call centre job. I have no close friends and I don't even desire a boyfriend.

I'm extremely unsuccessful in life. I feel like a total loser. I start thinking my life is worth less than my sister's.

The thing that doesn't make much sense is that I'm pretty content with my non-successful life. I like being able to sleep until 1 PM. I think my work is tolerable. I like how it's fairly stress-free and mindless. I get to do puzzles and read while I'm working.

I like living at home and not having to pay rent. I like saving the little money I make and doing fun things with it. I like having time to just do whatever I like. I like my online life. I'm making a crazy hat right now and I like it.

I feel OK and happy as long as I don't compare myself to other people and start feeling like a loser.

I think I'm writing this because I hope that other people can say things to me to make me feel like I'm not such a total loser.