I got to the doctors office; no more than 10mins later, a police officer showed up. Then I over heard one of the staff on the phone say, "she is hear, to see Dr. *******. I totally freaked out. My heart raced so fast and I could not calm down. I kept watching the officer to see if she was watching me. I thought they were going to arrest me under the mental health act; have had that happen a few times before. I knew if that was the case, I would be sent out of town; about 45mins away. It is a locked unit and I had a couple of bad experiences there already. I am really upset as my t and doctor promised that they would not do that. I WENT TO THEM FOR HELP. I HAVE BEEN HONEST WITH MY T. Why would they lie like this. I told them I would not seriously hurt myself; I have my kids. What the hell am I supposed to do with them if they ship me off. She reasurred me that this would not happen.
So, I told the staff that I was going outside for a smoke. She said; Okay. I practically ran to the car and left. As soon as I got home I phoned my t but she was on the phone. I left a message on her voice mail. So that is that. I am so angry. How can I trust someone when they pull this crap? I will deal with this on my own. I have had enough of this bull.
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