sometimes it's difficult to be grateful when you feel no one cares about you. but what you 'feel' may not be true. you have a computer connected to the internet. you have a father who supports you. sometimes crying is not all there is to do.
so "failure" is your name. you think you're the only one w/ that name?
take your failure and write a book, make a website or a blog - and sell it.
boo-hooing is like a major web and tv enterprise. you're not dumb -