It's always the same story. I feel depressed, my Dr prescribes something, it works, and then it stops working. And then I end up here crying and upset and unable to make myself feel better and I'm just so frustrated and lonely and frustrated some more. Today' s crying spell topics include being upset that I don't have any friends and missing the place where I used to live. I'm just so ****ing sad I don't even know what to do with myself and part of me wants to stop myself from crying and the other part of me just wants to cry and cry and cry because when it's over I'll feel a little better. Like puking when you're sick. I just want something to work and I want to not be friendless and not be depressed anymore.