I have to ask you a couple of questions if I may? First, do you know that they were there for you? Second, is there abuse happening at the facility they send you to, or do you just not like it.
As much as I hate facilities, I've been in one twice. The first time after I attempted suicide I was there by court order; the second I checked myself in because I needed to feel safe.
Unfortunately it wasn't a very good facility, but sometimes we have to accept the help no matter what form it appears in.
I don't know your story, but I truly wish you peace, and success on your path to freedom and health.
Blessings,
Jon