Best wishes; I hope that you are able to work things out with your "t"; I know it's difficult to find anyone to trust in the midst of our depression.
My thoughts are with you. WHen I was in the hospital, I had never felt so patronized in my life. They were just going through the motions, I would have been better off if they didn't talk to me. But I did have a few good experiences while there.
Good luck,
Jon