Moonkin..... WHOA......

Please back up a bit.

I know it does not feel like it but you are so young .... and you have a world of a future ahead of you. Do not rush it. You will have time to find your love and to have a child to also give your love to. Having a child before it is time for you emotionally and financially is just an opportunity for you to close off many options for your future.

Hang in with the therapy and know that it is not your therapist's job to cure you though they are certainly active and vested in your progress .

It is important for you to find a therapist that you feel a comaraderie with, someone that you feel that you can work with as a team. Know that although it is difficult you will need to fight like hell for your future, for your health and for your wellbeing.

Grow yourself a future within yourself before you go to growing a baby. You will find the person for you when you better know the person within you. Go for it. It is hard work but the work that you need to do ... You can do it.