A very dangerous road you are going down. Not because of the mixing of drugs and alcohol but because of addiction. I would say get help and get help now while you are still young. I started the same way at 14 and didn't stop until I was 32. You should nip this thing in the bud now.
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Rehab/Outpatient/hospitalization is not an option for me.
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Why Not???
If you can't do it on your own there are free support groups out there.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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