I guess I'm out of the loop and at this point it doesn't even matter to me anymore. I'm tired of feeling like i'm standing in the middle of a war zone. Sorry but I'm done trying to understand or be hopeful about anything anymore. This just may be one more thing I need to walk away from and not look back at. Waiting always for a better day.

I need to get my focus on preping for that damned job inteview tomorrow. I'm tired and i'm stress and can't think of how to be useful.

I'll just wish you good blessing from what ever it is you choose to do. My prayers will be with you even if my voice is silent for a while.

Take care...