Hello Greenleaves --

I am sorry that you felt so alone for such a long time. I just got back online a little while ago.

Feeling like a loser really doesn't have much to do with how much one earns. I have enough education for 3 people, I do okay financially when I am employed, but my emotional intelligence as it's now called, is rather dubious, so I'm not always full employed, and those are tough times.

I often think,"what's wrong with me" and I wonder how to have a so-called social life, except when I go out, it usually doesn't seem worth the trouble. I am 8 years away from retirement, and my mother has been helping me out $$$ since 2003!

Hahaha, so I guess I am a bigger loser than you are!

Feel better ((((((((((((((((Greenleaves)))))))))))))