Aww, suzzie ...

I don't think we are locked from the world forever, however, I do believe that there are some things that got broken in my childhood that simply can't be fixed.

I told my therapist I was coming to this realization and now we are working on how to accept this so I can move forward as best as possible.

It's very painful and I hate it, Simply hate it!

It's brought my grieving process to a whole other level, but this time I'm able to look it in the eye without it crushing me under it's weight like it did when I first started this journey 20 or so years ago.

You'll get there too, but it's going to take time and lots of patience, gentleness & kindness.

Here's another for good measure.

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Pfrog!