My childhood was hell also. Sexuly abused and when i tried to tell my mom gave me spanking. I was reason for her moods, allways to blame. it was my brother who ised me, he blackmaled me with it " if u dont do this i will tell everybody what you and i do at nights-and no-one will love u anymore" mom hitted me often etc.

My dad was okay. but he was home about 1 weekend / month. And wasnt aware. After they diforced We went to life with mom. She starded drinking and things got worse. I used to take care of my little sister to the point i just coundt take it and ran away. I was raped several times, got roof on my head by giving sex to drunken men. I was 11.

Ultimately i got to fostercare, abuse contiuned. Mom still blamed me for everything and everybody believed = I was evil.

Thats it.. in a nutshell.