I'm hitting that point where the mania borders on uncomfortable. It escalates at night and I feel cooped up in here. Definitely letting my director and stage manager know tomorrow. Just because it's good business - sometimes I worry that being open about bipolar will result in fewer roles, but I'd rather let them know just in case I need support, because they're also friends. It also works against the fear that they will decide I'm undependable, because they know I'll be open and not surprise them with anything.

And then on Monday morning I'll call pdoc. Will probably talk to my psych nurse and ask her to ask pdoc for a benzo.