I have a really good relationship with my T and pdoc. The hardest part for me is feeling like I am not "worthy" of their time. I have this constant fear that they are going to fire me or tell me I don't need them anymore--that they have pts who need them more. To get over this I constantly check in with them about it--I just say something like "so, you gonna fire me this week?" We keep an open discussion going about my insecurities. I think part of this is because my first real T died and my last T referred me to another because she felt like she could no longer help me. I loved them both.